when everything when wrong

Today my life begin-

I’ve been working hard so long
Seems like pain has been my only friend
My fragile heart’s been done so wrong
I wondered if I’d ever heal again

Ohh just like all the seasons never stay the same
All around me I can feel a change (ohh)

I will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
Leave the past behind me, today my life begins
A whole new world is waithing it’s mine for the taking
I know I can make it today my life begins

Yesterday has come and gone
And I’ve learn how to leave it where it is
And I see that I was wrong
For ever doubting I could win

Ohh just like all the seasons never stay the same
All around me I can feel a change (ohh)

I will break these chains that bind me happiness will find me
Leave that past behind me today my life begins
A whole new world is waiting its mine for the taking
I know I can make it today my life begins

Life’s to short to have regrets
So I’m learning now to leave it in the past and try to forget
Only have one life to live
So you better make the best of it

I will break these chains that bind me happiness will find me
Leave the past behind me today my life begins
A whole new world is waiting its mine for the taking
I know I can make it today my life begins

I will break these chains that bind me happiness will find me
Leave the past behind me today my life begins
A whole new world is waiting its mine for the taking
I know I can make it today my life begins

hari nie hari yang paling worse gila kott aku rase dalam hidup aku sepanjang aku study katt sini . dahh laa takk ckup tido sebab kene study tok retest balikk sebab test aku sangat2 terukk . okehh , admit ! tuu memang salah sendiri lahh kann ?? takk cukup ngn tuu jee , pkol 5 pagi aku bangon pastu study smpy pukol 8 pg sebab test aku pukol 9 pg. pehhh !! takk payah citer la kann die pnye mengantok da tahap apee . mmg tahap gaban lahh die pnyee effect tuu . 

lepas aku siap jawap test td, tetibe classmate aku call ckp lecturer aku nakk jumpe skangg . aku punn ngn muke selambe takk berperasaan punn pegy lahh ngadap lecturer tuu . . .

"hurrmmm , puan nakk jumpe saya ke ?"dengan muke takk bersalahnyeee. . .

"bum, awk tau takk ape yg awak da buat ? baik mengaku cepat . u all nie kann , dahh melampau taw . . kenape report u same ngn K***** ? u takk bace ke rubric die ? sumenye same . .  . and blaa , blaa, blaa. . . . . . .

*and the rest is history .

                                 

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lepas tuu , tetibe plakk lecturer kelab rekreasi called aku .

"haa..atikah , awak ade organization chart yang hari tuu takk ? saya nakk copy . sebab sy nakk buat laporan nie .."

"ade . nnt saya bg dekat encik ..encik nakk bile yea ?''

"kalau boleh dlm hari nie ."

time orang lain tengah berehat rehat kat bilik sambil beronline , aku jee terhangak-hangak buat surat kene hantar kat lecturer , pastuu print out , hantar hari nie gakk plakk uhh . pehhhhhhh !!! tired doe =.="

tapi maybe it' okehh kott sebab benda ni sume yang terjadi hari ni ., buat aku realized something yang , bila kita jadi terlalu baik sangat punn orang boleh pijak kepala kita , so better think before kite buat something sama ada benda ituu membawa kesan positif atau kesan negatif terhadap diri kita . one more thing , kadang2 rase nakk pentingkan diri sendiri punn ade gakk . 

secondly , jangan sesekali buat orang hilang kepercayaan terhadap diri kita . sekali orang percaya dekat kita , sepatutnya kita jage kepercayaan orng ituu . jangan smpai org tuu keluarkan statement ;

" saya da takk percayakan awak lagi da !" . . 

sakit kann ???? so , jage ! sekali kite buat silap orang akan ingat , tapi , buatlahh seberapa banyakk punn kebaikan , susahh orangg nakk kenang . lantakk lahh koranggg nakk ckp klise ke , hape ke , yg penting aku ckp ape yg betol . 

so , lesson for today ;

#keep what people hold about you. dont break it with you own hand.